Conversations with Mom

This is all the love I get...

But then we switch to another platform of communication.. why? Who knows. This was all today 

Toxic relationships.

This breaks me every time I have a conversation with her. I have the tiniest sliver of hope that one day she’ll wake up from this fantasy world she’s living in... it’s been 5 1/2 years since Ashley died. That many years of carrying this hope. But how much longer do I hold on to it before there is no flame left. 😭 I’m the only one that feels this way about her... the others have already moved on. So why can’t I?